Wednesday, September 3, 2014

MEDITATING IN CIRCLES




MEDITATING IN CIRCLES



 

I remember as a little girl
how I used to chase the wind in circles
for hours on end
meditating on the eye of the storm
with peals of laughter traveling on the leaves
to places I had never even seen
Innocence wrapped up in a warm winter coat
a serene solitude
and long conversations with invisible beings
playing alone on the driveway
I didn’t have a care in the world



Distant sounds of the amusement park
and traffic congestion subliminally enter my ears
I never felt the cold
and didn't even care that my socks were not a pair
All I wanted to do
was chase those leaves
round and round and round
until I dropped
so dizzy
I would fall
giggling 
in a heap on the cold winter ground


Now, as the woman I have become
life has a way of coming full circle
I no longer chase the leaves
…only my dreams
Which will lead me one day to places Ive never been
but more importantly
to find that place I will call home
...my one true destiny
the whisper of the wind putting my mind at ease




(c) Divinia Nightfire 4th September 2014


Monday, September 1, 2014

CONCECRATION

CONCECRATION





Our union is like entering a temple
We pray at each other feet

It feels like we know each other’s thoughts so intimately
we somehow commune in a revered telepathic silence
and I always hear you answer me
its just the way it has always been between you and me

There is a kinship and devotion
that makes speaking about the obvious
Seem almost superfluous
Often basking purely in a shared awareness to fill in our time
Your every thought reflected in me
I often feel your presence in my dreams
Leaving calligraphic inscriptions in my memory

And yet

If I were to actually see you
How do I know that I will not run from you
Scared by the intensity
Not knowing what to actually do

Ive made love with you a thousand times in my mind
But there is no guarantee that I can actually play out my phantasy
In real time




(c) Divinia Nightfire 1st September 2014