Monday, July 14, 2014

TWO BODIES COLLIDE



TWO BODIES COLLIDE

http://www.adn.com/article/mythbusting-place-where-two-oceans-meet-gulf-alaska

Two Bodies collide
as merging liquescence
comes up up against
much resistance
an undercurrent of predestination guides
to unleash pulsating eddies and tides
trapped perturbations
are slowly melted by the warmth of your care

The ensuing glacial thaw releasing frigid
remnants of long trapped heavy debris
to create magnetic oceans
from which we can no longer deny or flee

But strong conflicting emotions
are repelled by the strength of resistance
too scared to allow the deeper remnants to flow
and be released

we fight to embody the inevitability 
that our deepest consternation's 
will eventually merge
that place where mixed tribulations
are free to effuse effortlessly into one body


Whether we like it or not
We both need those bursts of antagonism
to help push through those seemingly impenetrable barriers
to break down those walls and borders
we created to keep our selves safe from the onslaughts
and rigors of so many conflicting forces

which can eventually erode our hopes and dreams
and any attempt of reaching further
are buttressed by hostile tensions
that make un~perceivable
any smooth transition into unity

But when the turbulence is so strong
We don’t know if we can even overcome
the stirred up antipathy

...still, we allow ourselves to go
as deep as we can without drowning
this is a test of true patience, trust 
and surrender to inevitability


Together we create the substrate for all life
Unequivocally released to create
 a confluence of deep affinity
An undeniable, underlying compatibility

Im so deep into you
http://www.visionsfineart.com/ocampo/kiss_of_the_sea.html


© Teresa / Divinia 15th July 2014
there is a link that explains the phenomena
of where two bodies of water meet if you
click on the picture above
picture was originally captioned
"the place where two oceans meet"
picture credit 2
Octavio Ocampo-Kiss of the Sea
(click picture to go to purchase link)


Tuesday, July 8, 2014

COLD ROOM


COLD ROOM





You left me alone
In a cold room
You opened the door
and invited me in
I thought Id found a place to finally release my mind
but instead
what happened
was, you suddenly left me behind
Apparently I’d gone down the same track before
you didn’t want to listen any more
on the way out you turned out the light
and closed the door
and so I was left to watch my own thoughts and memories
play out before me on a continuous loop.
projected on the wall


Im so cold


(c) Teresa/Divinia 9th July 2014



This is a poem that deals with the required sensitivity it takes for anybody who is dealing with a friend or loved one who is going through  
challenging life circumstances.  Whether they come to you, or if you offer to listen, and they accept the invitation and share sacred space with you, because they trust you... It takes a considerable amount of understanding, and not to mention time to help a person sift through the many complex, and often conflicting layers of emotions that may surface during any session you offer to have with them.  
While to offer your time is always met with appreciation and is always well meant, to leave an issue unresolved, or to simply disregard what a person is saying as "ive heard this all before" actually does more harm than good, and it very effectively closes the door on any further talks. 
People with challenging thought processes often have trouble switching them off, and to tell a person they have too much time to think, 
or that they over-think things is cold, and once again closes down any further avenues of that person being able to speak truthfully or to continue with any heartfelt honesty.  
What a person so often needs more than advice is patience,  follow-up, and feedback, not a half baked statement, and then left to deal with their thoughts and freshly stirred up emotions alone.  This can often take DAYS, not minutes or hours.
So, be careful when asking about someone, and be prepared to hear things that may challenge you.  That does not mean we should TAKE ON another persons troubles, we just need to keep a much firmer grasp on their hands and help walk them through, if thats what they truly need. 
The most regretful thing a person would ever have to deal with, is that a loved one, whether it be their child or a lover, choses to NOT talk, because they feel unable to share what is so deeply buried in their hearts.  It can get too much for them to do it alone for even one more day, and so therefore, they need to find a way... to make it all go away......





Tuesday, July 1, 2014

YAGÉ AND THE PINK DOLPHIN






YAGÉ  AND THE PINK DOLPHIN
http://www.ayahuascavisions.com/
Its as if you came to me in a dreamlike vision
not animal, or human
Im too scared to look into your eyes
for fear you will swallow my soul
whole
A shape-shifter
you altered my real~i~Tee
with your sacred trinity
of Divinity

You teach me to manifest my heartfelt intentions
and how to move between worlds
within altered states of consciousness
where the only things to hold onto are my desires

But I need to forget the hows and whys
So I close my eyes
and begin my ascension with spirit
from the murky rivers of deep emotion
Id been swimming through for so long
holding detachment firmly by the hand
which will lead me into the great unknown

And for the first time I understand
What true freedom feels like
It has no rules
No decree
It’s a place where I am rewarded
For simply being ME
The one true certain~Tee
my fluidity
my flexibility
and a delicious feeling of endless possibility

You are my deepest ecstasy
your colours mesmerize
as the sounds of your wisdom infuse my being
and here we dance all night long
to our heartsong



(c) Teresa / Divinia 2nd July 2014
inspired by a dream I had of the pink river Dolphin

top painting is by Pablo Amaringo
and if you click on the name it will take you
to his website