UNOPENED

UNOPENED

Pages of my heart

written in moments of need

sent to you in the middle of the night

drenched with my fears, my tears

lay unopened in the corner of your room

I cried my last tears today

yes, I wiped them away

with a fistful of crumpled pages

on which I wrote words

which will never get sent

My heart is broken

as I read between unanswered lines…

I now realize

that reaching out to you

is futile

 

(c) Teresa / Divinia 1st May 2013
song used
TORN by Jungle Funk

HOW DID YOU KNOW?

How Did You Know?

How did you know what I was going through

when I didn’t say a word?

How could you see my fragilities

even though I’d shut out the world?

How did you see past the illusion I’d projected

…it’s not that I’m deceitful

 It’s just the only way I felt protected

How did you read the story

that my eyes tried to hide?

When I never breathed a word.

(c) Teresa / Divinia 1st April 2013
song used Know these things by Maxwell
(APs touched by an Angel mix) 

UNFURL

UNFURL

words

in turmoil

churning
like a centrifuge

 inside of me

agitating

flagellating

 heart and mind

scared to death of what I may say...

The pen has a way

of releasing our deepest confessions

unfurling inhibitions

But the will has a way
to go back

and wipe all trace of our most intimate thoughts

tucking them safely back in

like the restless child

who doesn’t want to go to sleep.

(c) Teresa / Divinia 2nd April 2013