Wednesday, September 25, 2013

TWO WORLDS



TWO WORLDS



Two worlds

Two Lives

Intertwined




Day time

Night time

Part time


One rooted in Reality

One played out in my mind



Mother

Wife

Dirty Laundry

Prison Life




It is during the waxing and waning

Phases of the moon

(and my menstrual cycle)

that the veil is lifted
and the two worlds co-in-side

My soul is then free to soar
and go play in Quantum fields

Where I am no longer confined

Or defined


A place

Where I can defy

EVERYTHING I’ve been told

Is true.




(c) Teresa / Divinia 26th Sept 2013
song used Clarity (melting snow mix) by MAKYO
Artwork by Helena Nelson Reed 

RE BIRTH


RE-BIRTH



We are here to retell the stories
that were etched onto our souls
at the time of our creation

Gravitating towards each other
 through the eternity of the cosmos
you and I navigate  black holes

The birth of new universes
are but utterances of love



(c) Teresa / Divinia
You know... I don't even know when I wrote this
it was some time in early 2013
I just found it today while surfing my Samsung
Terra Drive.  I tweaked a couple of lines and have posted

I DO know who I wrote it for. 
♥♥





Wednesday, September 11, 2013

LABELS


LABELS









One of the quickest ways to get noticed
And subsequently  labelled in society  is to be
Loud
Disruptive
Attention seeking
Challenge “authority”
Beautiful

You have nowhere to hide, and so 
You are promptly sent off to a “professional”
To be "fixed"
The labels stick
following you around your whole life...

Just like the tarred and feathered man who has been humiliated
the very fabric of his being destroyed.
Drugged, psychoanalyzed, even institutionalized
Unrecognizable
His true essence held prisoner inside.

Conversely, one of the most effective ways to get away
From this vicious cycle
Is to lay low, stay quiet, hide in plain sight
Act “normal”, smile when they say cheese
Out psyche the psychologists
They won’t even see it coming.
Everyone seems to think that being beautiful 
is the golden ticket to success
And in this superficial system it most certainly IS.
Being beautiful can indeed open doors.
 

But what about the beautiful girl who feels

Ugly
Worthless
Lost
Dumb
Undervalued
Lonely
Lacks any true intimacy

She can get away with blue murder

But who will take her seriously when she tries to explain to them
the secrets of the universe and her soul???


What she didn’t realize was, her beauty was a form of protection,
And although it got her all the WRONG kinds of attention
It hid the "INCONVENIENT", "UGLY TRUTH" inside of her
She was the vessel, who held
Those alchemical ingredients
that comprized the fabric of the stars.


Her awkward smile, 
The flinching retreats from insincere flattery
was in fact, her biggest training ground
Something she couldn’t learn any other way
Her BULLSHIT DETECTOR
The fastest and most effective tool she had on her side 
to cut through the illusions of what real
TRUTH and BEAUTY were.


A shrewd yet gentle beauty,
who let them believe what they wanted to,
Her skin so thick
To hide her often lonely pain and despair.
Often turning inward,
Self harm and self medication her only relief,.

WHY could not any one else see what was going on?????

This may sound like an unreal story
It may even sound really sad
But what people didn’t realize was just how much this girl really saw and knew
HAD they figured it out, they would have gone about
And labelled her with every three letter acronym or disorder in the book

So in a strange twist of irony
And fate
She somehow managed to be let off the hook.




Today, if you saw her walking past you on the street
you would still see those heads turn

she still sees the bullshit and the lies

but if you are sincere,
you will see her smile

And to those who continue to try
to label her entire existence
They will now quickly realize
she has removed her veil of protection
she will face you head on
she will never scream
she will never shout
but you will be left with no doubt

You just wouldn't DARE





(c) Teresa / Divinia th September 2013
picture copyright and credit http://danmorris.photoshelter.com/image/I0000drRtIPZVDB0


Sunday, September 8, 2013

DOMINANT


DOMINANT




My Dark and Kinky predilections
Make me a Slave
to the laws of Nature

A domination

whereby you try to subjugate my ascendancy
with whips and chains

But natural selection does not rely on
Segregation
or isolation

Your only success lies in your ability
to breed recessive ignorance
and contempt

It is, by far, the fastest
and most successful way to eliminate

The Master Race...



(c) Teresa / Divinia 9th Sept 2013



Artist: Piotr Kowalik
song used Dreams of Olduvai by Bob Holroyd (Elysian Vibes 2)